I Don't Care For Fairy Tales

I'm getting sick of these illusions of "good people"....I think there are just people. And people do things....Things have been hectic and will get even more hectic. It's our Rho Week (February 24-March 3). Epsilon Sigma Rho Fraternity, Inc. was founded on March 2, 1986....We had a great "ESRho Family BBQ". My mama got to meet the Rhos and hang out with them. It was frustrating though with how unorganized we can be at times. Today, no one showed up for tabling except for me....I'm getting more and more tired. Things are happening again mentally. I think I know when I can see my psychologist. I need to. My Theatre classes start on March 4....

Take Her Out

I am doing terribly with keeping up with this....School has been alright. I'm anxious for my Theatre classes....Serena and I have been great. We celebrated our one year last week. We both dislike Valentine's Day so we did not see each other then....ESRho is getting hectic as we have a very busy two weeks. The Showcase performance with OPC and KDChi was amazing! I love performing so much. I have been toying with the idea of becoming a motivational speaker or at least looking into it....I signed up for my first audition since December 2011. We'll see how it goes. If not, I am going to flip out. If I do get it, I'll flip out but in a different way. I'm on my way back!

The Rising

Things have been slightly getting better....I spaced away from Serena because I didn't want to lash out and be who I used to be. I think it helped because we were pretty grand when we finally saw each other last night....Work is starting to get really tiring. I get by in the day if I have an energy drink but I don't want to go to being totally dependent on it. I just need a good sleep and to relax....This recruitment thing is fun. It is interesting to me how we recruit and pRHOmote ourselves. I wonder how other organizations do it. I'm nervous for the Greek Unity event on Saturday...I am one of the keynote speakers. I have no idea why especially on the topic of Greek Unity. I figure I'm one of the last people who should be speaking on it. Well MGC is competing as it's own team for Greek Week and I was one of the people spurring for it. Hopefully we do not fall flat on our face.