Not Enough Time

I worked from 3-8....It was a nice day. Apparently I'm only scheduled 14 hours next week....I went from 28.5 to 24 to 14. What the crap?! I know I'll work less with school/Blue Moon/Rho stuff....I don't think I will hold onto this "idea/secret" much longer. It isn't working out. I should not have expected it to. I can't wait to start working on Rho business this Monday....It doesn't even feel like it will 2011 soon. In a few days even. I want to start working on my movie this next year. I want to join Barrett Gleeders. Amanda told it's every Wednesday though.

Fireworks

I was watching Wife Swap....And I get called into work. On the day I have a date with Cassandra....I work from 12-5. Some guy Justin, from San Tan Anchor Blue, was there to cover for Tracey. I think it's really weird that people from other stores can cover for people from others....I worked with Justin, Shaun, and Chris. It sucks Chris' last day is on Thursday because he is one of my favorite people there to work with. Work was really slow so it was just folding clothes for us. Tracy told me last night she wants to take ballet with me....I changed in my car. After driving, with misdirections, I finally get to Cassandra's. She looked pretty damn stunning. We ate at Cheesecake Factory and then I read her a kiddie book in Barnes and Noble. Then we walked around the park and talked. Apparently fireworks are legal in Arizona now....

In No Condition

So I just won two games in a row in League of Legends....I feel pretty damn tight right now. I would feel a bit weird playing the game but at least I work to balance out my time...I had to wake up really early for the dentist, which is never fun. But he said the least bad things to me in all the times I've gone. I need to get my wisdom teeth out in the summer though....I hung out with Danielle. We watched a bunch of episodes of It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia. Danielle got us lunch at Mongolian Grill which I suggested. I had fun with her....Then I went to work which was completely trashed. I closed with Tracey and Tracee; that's weird to type. I am trying really hard to not break down. I almost broke at work. But I love what I'm feeling.

Short Skirt, Long Jacket

Well that was the worst Christmas I've had in five years...And two of them were with KATIE. I can thank my dad for all of this....I did not get any presents this year which is good because I never really liked the present aspect of it. I mean, I LIKED it but I don't mind not getting presents. I watched How To Train Your Dragon with my brothers which was nice...I was driving around late at night because I just needed to get out of the house. I got beer and hung out with G.!.M. We wanted to go to a bar but his self forgot his ID at his parent's. It was really nice being with him last night....I miss just spending time with him. We talked about Rho business for some of it. It seems like the other people I know had a good day. This secret of mine seems to be getting momentum to blow up in my face. Then on the other hand, it looks like it might actually happen.

Well There It Goes.

I worked from 2:30 (I went in early because Tracey was sick)-12 a.m. (because people like trashing our store)....It was my first day working with Chandler. And my first impression of him is that he's kind of a dick....But at the end of the night, I was alright with him. I closed with him and Chris and we got as much as we could done but it was so trashed. I got a cool skull bobblehead from the secret santa we did....I realized I haven't seen Danielle in awhile. I then figure out that it's because I have been working all week. At least I have the next two days off. I'm not too excited for Christmas this year....So my secret that I did on Monday night/Tuesday morning, I've thought about a lot. I'm trying to make sure I do not approach it from a naive point of view. I don't want to get my hopes up. Maybe there is nothing to get my hopes about. I'll take it a day at a time I guess.

The Expendables

I worked from 11-7 p.m. today....At one point there were 9 of us on the floor. It made no sense to have that many people working at the same time....I only got 3-4 hours of sleep. I spent the morning somewhere. With someone....I was full of doubt on my way up there. I thought I'd regret it when I would leave. But looking back on it, I don't. I am really glad I made the decision to go...My emotions are all jumbled up now though. I can't really concentrate on anything. It was all I thought about at work. I can't wait to get paid on Friday. I need $10.

White Elephant?

I now work at Anchor Blue....It's been pretty amazing so far. I really love working there....This weekend was G.!.M.'s birthday weekend (Friday-Saturday). Friday was hectic but it ended up being fun. Saturday was his dinner and Danielle, Mike ODPhi and Rabia TNX were there....At one point, these four girls came up to me and started dancing on/with me. It was weird because that doesn't happen EVER. It made me feel nice. Cadence and I were tired so we left...Which means Danielle had to leave but she was OK with it. She was sad for some reason. I wish I could help her with it because she's such a great girl. Today is the ESRho potluck/white elephant party!