First Lady

I don't remember.

2011: 99 and 52

How Does It Feel?

Epic Zeta Formal!.....Daisy was my date and when I went to pick her up, she looked amazing. She always seems to though....Everyone was there except RHOgue, Tekhnik and Yin Yang. I won the "Most Likely To Get A Girl's Phone Number At The Club" award. I can't believe I am now the High Alpha for our chapter.....I'm nervous I am going to let everyone down. Afterward, was the dance which more people came to like some sisters of GAO and Dustin. G.!.M., Autonomous, Archangel, Motus, Anoml33, PRHOfessor Smiles and I all went to the DollHouse after to continue the party.....Everyone didn't leave until 5 a.m. I spent the night at Daisy's. I can't stop what is happening inside of me. No matter what I do. I can subdue it but I can't eliminate it.

2011: 98 and 51

To Say The Least.

I worked from 9-5....I met up with G.!.M. and Cadence at McD's and we talked about our appropriations. I hope we get what we asked for....."B.D." finally replied and said that if I wasn't too busy being skeptical and tried to talk to her then I "would know what's up". How can I not be skeptical when she doesn't give me much to work with? She acts fine and dandy with everyone else but with me she's upset?....Maybe she's just taking it out on me. I do want to talk to her though and figure things out. G.!.M. and myself sat in the jacuz and talked. It was nice to just relax and talk. A good change of pace.

2011: 96 and 51

Please Accept Me

I worked from 8-5....I hung out at PRHOfessor Smiles' because Angela GAO said she could get the young Epics into Cream Lounge. But she couldn't....So G.!.M. and myself went. "B.D." went there too and it was a lot of fun dancing with her. Everything changed later and she seemed really upset....Then G.!.M. noticed me "wolfing out". But I dropped him off. It hasn't fully happened yet but I'm definitely not going to have someone around whenever it happens. We'll see.

2011: 96 and 49

No Love

Happy Birthday to my sands RHOgue!....I worked from 12-3 p.m. That was a weird shift....I went to Vista to meet my sands, Motus, Yin Yang and PRHOfessor Smiles. We went swimming and ate cake. I love my Rhos.

2011: 95 and 48

It's The Hardknock Life

Thursday 19: I am in love with my job at Next Horizons....The kids are so amazing and I get paid to just play games and read to them. I'm definitely sticking around....Later, I met up with Brielle and I took her to Hills Park. We had such good conversations together. I wish she lived in Tempe/Phoenix.

2011: 91 and 48

Friday 20: "Everybody Poops" is such a weird book.....I went over to a girl's house. We watched Easy A together....We just talked all night about different aspects of life. I found her so easy and lovely to talk to. Next thing I knew it was 5 in the morning......I slept over there :)

2011: 92 and 48

Say I QUIT

Happy birthday to my brothers!....They're 21 now. That makes me feel extra old....I felt the bomb again. I don't know how to stop it. I tried to sit outside and look at the full moon to calm down....It didn't work. I got my TB test and fingerprints done. I'm really excited for my new job at Next Horizons. I talked to Brielle on the phone....I really think that we'd date if she went to ASU. I need a date for formal. $50 for the ticket on Friday. I don't know where I am going to get it. I have too many demons.

2011: 88 and 48