I Want To Turn It Off

My Viewpoints Performance Final was a lot of fun....G.!.M., Motus and Cassandra came. It made me a bit sad that the other Rhos and other peeps didn't come....I hung out with G!M most of the day which was cool because I hadn't seen him in awhile. We went back to his place and napped. Then we went to Native New Yorker and Cadence, Motus, RHOgue, Guardian, Pho3nix, Anoml33 and Dustin were all there....Laura was there. Which brought up great feelings for me. So I drank. I picked up Megan and drove her to the bus station. I've always wanted to get on a bus and just go somewhere.....I sat with her in the bus station and we talked until it came. It was nice to just talk with someone. I felt at ease. But then I started freaking out and she noticed. She said "yes" to being my date to formal on May 29.

I really like that she helped me....I like that she is my friend again. I'd rather have her as a friend than nothing at all....I told Anoml33 my secret. He wants me to get help. I really need it....

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Say What You Need To Say

I woke up with her....It was amazing. It was nice....It was familiar. I miss it. I hope it happens again....Cadence picked me up and I went home. I fell asleep. Happy Mother's Day and I bought my mom flowers. I hung out with her all day....It shouldn't be a holiday. Moms and people in general should be appreciated everyday. I'm on such a high right now. I have no been this happy in awhile. It's kind of unsettling.

2011: 82 and 46

I've Got To Be Me

I woke up at 7 for my CDE Final at 7:30....I think I died. I hope it was enough to get me to pass....I stayed home and watched Raw, Impact, Fruits Basket, Vampire Diaries, Mad Men. Summertime, suuuumertime! I met up with G.!.M., RHOgue and Motus at school and then Yin Yang and Archangel ate with us at Kanpai....We went to SLG's party and Guardian, Warrior, and Autonomous and Professor Smiles met us there. SLG got four new sisters. As the Rhos were leaving, we ran into a guy slapping his girlfriend around so of course, we stopped and got in his face. We all kept talking to him and he'd jump in each of our faces....We were all ready to fight but we weren't going to throw the first punch. He got arrested. I hope it's actually over because I hate seeing/hearing/knowing that girls are getting abused because I've been around it all of my life. We all went to IHOP but some people showed up slightly intoxicated and it was kind of annoying. I'm glad I only drink when I feel down.

2011: 80 and 46

Turning Tables

We did the last performance for Blue Light....It was really bittersweet. But I'm glad to finally move on....I studied a little bit with RHOgue, Zehra and Louis and Alex. RHOgue and Zehra left and I went to the first rehearsal for Close Enough. I'm really excited for this project and it was cool that Rhiannon let us go early....I met up with the Rhos at the Finals Breakfast. I like making the sorority girls laugh. They find me funny for some reason. "Is that why you guys sat together?" -RHOgue

2011: 78 and 46

Lynching

More babies came in....I met up with my BIS 302 group and we worked on stuff. I got to see Kelsey W. who was very happy to see me....Then I hung out with G.!.M. and Anoml33. I sure do love having the neos around. They're a breath of fresh air.....Cadence joined us and Anoml33, Autonomous and I all went to eat hot dogs. We ran into a girl I took photographs of last year but she didn't remember who I was. So I kept talking and obviously made it really creepy and weird. "Oh yeah I still have photos of you"....We went to this place I found with Grace in the Design North and we chilled there. RHOgue eventually showed up. I didn't get cast. We spent the rest of the night studying in Hayden, G.!.M., came and left, with this girl, Zehra. She's really damn funny and outgoing.

2011: 77 and 45

All Caught Up!

April 29: Multicultural Night was a success!...Although I did expect more of my peeps to come. It just goes to show that people's words are empty at times....RHOgue, Cadence, Pho3nix, Anoml33 and I went to the Doll House. There were a lot of sisters from GAO, a couple Betas and some folks from Theta Nu Xi and Tau Psi Omega. It feels good to just let loose.

2011: 75 and 44

April 30: ESRho and GRL had a social!...We played a few board games together and I think it went very well. I like that the neos got to see us do a lot of work and then still have a lot of fun....My sands, Cadence, Ying Yang, Motus and Professor Smiles and I went swimming and just relaxed. We got some IHOP before calling it a night. This was a good night.

2011: 76 and 44

One Blood

April 24: Epsilon Sigma Rho Epic Zeta Chapter introduces their eight new bRhothers!

"One Blood" Zeta Beta

Jeff Hiatt "Pho3nix" #3

Glenn Karlson "Anoml33" #6

Brian Tang "Yin Yang" #7

Justin Hungeva "Warrior" #4

Frankie Torres "Professor Smiles" #1

Austin Cherryholmes "Archangel" #2

Ameer Halkim "Guardian" #8

Mathew Nevarez "Motus" #9

I'm so proud of these guys and I am so happy to finally be able to call them bRhothers! Happy Easter

2011: 71 and 43