Dinner and the Fight

Daisy still hasn't texted me...Only two texts: "I'm sorry" being the message. I asked to see her and all she said was if I could just see her tomorrow instead....Whatever. So I drank. I picked up RHOgue and we met up with Archangel, Anoml33, Tekhnik and Cece OPC and the ladies of GAO at Dave & Busters....Then Cadence and I went to Canteen. Thor came along too. Cadence and I were stRHOlling all over the place and everyone would cheer and clap for us. Then one of the guards told me to "chill the fuck out". Whatever.

2011: 132 and 78

Can You Undo It?

July 26: ??

2011: 130 and 76

July 27: Daisy and I got into a huge fight....She's tired of lowering her expectations of me. What the hell does that mean?....She wouldn't even talk to her upset boyfriend who was a few feet away. She eventually came when I TOLD her to. I don't know what to do about her.

2011: 130 and 77

Take Care Of Yourself

July 22: Daisy and I got closer.

2011: 129 and 73

July 23: The last day of the RHO Not-Retreat Summer 2011 went pretty well...Warrior was able to make it out. We learned a lot about each other.

2011: 130 and 73

The Greatest Of All Time

I got called into work early...I go to start my car, it doesn't start. My dad gives me a jump....Work was O.K. and on my break I went to see if my car would start. Nope! Mass text out and after work Tekhnik and Cece OPC were there to help out....I really appreciate them taking the time out to do that. They give me a jump. My dad is charging the battery overnight. Cadence and I hung out....We watched "Get Him To The Greek". I needed to get out of the house. I was supposed to hang out with Daisy but the car and she wasn't feeling well got in the way. I just feel like blah now. I hope this retreat works out.

2011: 127 and 73

He Got Away By Submarine

I have barely spoken to Daisy in the last two days...How awesome to have a girlfriend like that. Whatever, I guess she's just busy....We have a meeting tonight and I don't even want to do it. I guess I'm feeling that High Alpha pressure. Whatever....Again, I've run out of money. Stupid week off. I feel very negative. I feel dark.

2011: 123 and 66

I Want To See You Go in

I went back to work after a week off....I missed the kids but not Ashlee. Get off of my back!...I met up with Sandra, Jose's friend, and now I have a part in "The Glass Menagerie". We perform next week which is the least time I've had to learn lines. Then I met up with Daisy...We went to my house to walk Sprouts but my dad was being a fucking dick. As we were heading back to her place, this huge dust storm came. I literally could not see 10 feet in front of me. Daisy wouldn't let me drive home....So we got dinner with Anna and Enrique. He actually paid for 3/4 of it which was cool of him. Then I got to hang out with Daisy who always seems to just look hot. I wish I could help Cadence. I wish i could help myself.

2011: 122 and 64

You're Killing Me

We were supposed to help Pho3nix move....But he couldn't move out just yet. So Autonomous, Cadence, Motus, Archangel, Pho3nix and Guardian and I had an impromptu pool party....It was a lot of fun just being around the Rhos and swimming. Archangel left and Anoml33 showed up. Nancy and her friend came to hang out too....Later on, I went to hang out with Daisy. We hung out with Ana GAO. We're totally going to win this newlywed game. Then we had some problems but we were able to resolve it. We always do.

2011: 115 and 62